28 oct 2011
Where were you when I was burned and broken, while the days slipped by from my window watching? Where were you when I was hurt and I was helpless? Because the things you say and the things you do... surround me. When you were hanging yourself on someone else's words, dying to believe in whay you heard, I was starting straight into the shining sun. Lost in thought and lost in time, while the seeds of life and the seeds of change were planted. Outside the rain fell dark and slow. While I pondered on this dangerous but irresistible pastime, I took a heavenly ride throught our silence. I knew the moment had arrived, for killing the past and coming back to life.
I heard that your settled down. That you found a girl and your married now. I heard that your dreams came true. I guess she gave you things I didn’t give to you. Old friend, why are you so shy? It ain’t like you to hold back or hide from the lie. I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited, but I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it. I hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded that for me it isn’t over. Nevermind, I’ll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you too. Don’t forget me, I beg, I remember you said: “Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead”. You’d know how the time flies, only yesterday was the time of our lives. We were born and raised in a summery haze, bound by the surprise of our glory days.